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Detuned [Dec. 21st, 2004|12:32 am]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |cheerfulcheerful]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Blink 182 - All The Small Things]

Yeah so, I went to Best Buy with Jim and spent over 80 bucks on gifts for my parents. That is the best store in the world, I wish I could live there. It'd be sheer paradiso with all the movies, music, games, hott guys. . . and the list goes on. Anyways, after I got home I talked to Stephanie online and she came over like 15 minutes later. We talked and watched Christmas Vacation, but mostly talked about guys. We watched the last 10 minutes or so of the movie and chilled in my room for a bit. I taught Stephanie some things on my baby and then made an attempt to tune her back to standard tuning. After I tuned my low e back up, I strummed all the strings and. . . Damn, my baby sounded fuckin' terrible. Stephanie had this look of disgust on her face; it was so horrible to hear my baby. So after futzin' with my low e, I found out that it detuned the rest of my strings, badly. And I didn't feel like dealin' with it, so me and Stephanie went downstairs and watched Boondock Saints; with my all-time fave hottie, Sean Patrick Flanery. She thought the movie was awesome and hell yeah it is. I can't wait for Boondock Saints 2 to come out, that movie is gonna kick total ass. And yeah, I did get my baby tuned back to standard, it just took some retuning.
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License To Kill [Dec. 19th, 2004|10:14 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |deviousdevious]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Muse - Falling Away With You]

Damn, I be soooo fuckin' bored or in italian, annoiato da morire. Yeah so, the internet just locked my task bar, so I had to restart my computer. The internet FUCKIN' SUCKS MAJOR ASS. I'm gonna picchiare selvaggiamente qualcuno whoever made the fuckin' internet. And then I'm gonna make the internet soooooo much fuckin' better and I'll be rich. Damn straight biznitches. I'll share my money with all my peeps and we'll RULE THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!! And we'd make the world a better place, 'cause we'd be kicking Bush's white wrinkly worthless ass outta the white house. Now that, would definitely make a difference in the future of the world right there. But anyways, back to the boring, depressing reality that is my life (and sadly, with Bush as the president). So yeah, I cleaned up my room a little bit, it's a work in progress. And that's basically it, besides me sittin' on my ass all day. Whoever created pop-ups should andare all'inferno. And I'll give them that invitation personally by killing them. See, now that's why I need a license to kill. I'd put that to such good use (hehehe).
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Happy Birthday Jim [Dec. 17th, 2004|11:19 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |chipperchipper]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Simple Plan - Me Against The World]

I learned something at skool today. . . I know, what a surprise right?? Well actually, it's something my buddy Ashley told me. Ok, in polish, bitch means come here. So someone could be all like, "Come here you mother fuckin' bitch!!!!" and that would end up bein', "Come here mother fuckin' come here!!!!" I know that makes no sense, but I mean, what do you want outta me? I drank after skool for christ's sake. Well, not much but still. You could like put a swear in thurr and be like, "Come here you mother fuckin' asswiper come here!!!! I'll get you, you gayass son of a mother fuckin' bitch!!!!" That works for me. Well, if you put bitch at the end of a sentence, then it sounds like you should have a swear in front of it. I dunno, I'm just gonna stop right thurr. Anyways, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JIM!!!!!!!!!!! He brought his friends, Phil, Rich, and Neil over and we had cake and bubbly. Well, they did, I had my beer. Neil went through some shit in my phone, nosey bastard, but he's still my friend. I LOVE YOU NEIL!!!!!! Yeah so, Neil asked later on who Mitch was and I told them his last name and we all cracked up. Phil and Jim gave him a kickass nickname, the weather man, 'cause his last name is Blizzard. If I married him my name would be Brittney Blizzard, how awesome is that?!?! But I'm already engaged to my John, so yeah. ITALIANS RULE!!!!!! And they rock the bedroom. But anyways, I'm gonna dye my hair over break. It's gonna be a deep red with 2 different shades of blonde in it. Man, when I come back to skool, I'm gonna look soooo damn fuckin' fine. I'll get like raped when I come back, but it's not rape if ya want it so it'll be all good then. I'm lookin' up some italian words, and here's what I'm gonna leave ya with. . . son sexy ed io ho un corpo fine. Hell yeah biznitches!!!!!! And. . . NO MORE SKOOL FOR 2 FUCKIN' WEEKS!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!
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No Electricity [Dec. 16th, 2004|09:34 am]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |productiveproductive]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Simple Plan - Crazy]

Sooo yeah, right when I woke up this morning at 5:50 am, the power went out. What a great way to start to my morning right? Actually, it was. About 5 or so minutes later, I realized I wouldn't be able to put on my makeup. Sooo yeah, my mom and I just hung out and lit some candles in the family room. She called ComEd and found out the power wouldn't come back on till 'round 7:15 am. She got ready for work and left me here with no electricity. I literally had nothing to do. Damn, I just let out a major belch. But anyways, since I had nothing to do and I was kinda cold, I just decided to lay on my bed and listen to my new Simple Plan CD. The power came on 'round 7:45 am, and I went downstairs to turn on the heat. And here I am, I have power and I'm home alone. I just remembered not too long ago that today's my grandpa's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDPA!!!!!!!! I know he's in his late 70's, but I'm not exactly sure how old he is. Tomorrow is Jim's birthday, I already got him his present and I know he's gonna love it. Sooo yeah, I'm just gonna chill home alone today and clean my room. Jenni will probably come by after 7th and demand ramen from me. But that's just tough noogies for her 'cause I have no more.
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Untitled [Dec. 15th, 2004|07:57 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Simple Plan - Untitled]

I love Simple Plan, they know exactly how I feel. . .

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
~ Simple Plan - Untitled
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Phantom Of The Opera [Dec. 14th, 2004|08:57 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |jubilantjubilant]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |some 103.5 Kiss FM]

This morning was soooo fuckin' great. I turned up some Phantom of the Opera, and when Dean and Lucy walked by, Jenni rolled down her window and started singing. I just started crackin' up and so did Lucy. Dean was singin' along with Jenni for like 10 minutes. Awww man, it was so great. Anyways, I had a pretty damn good day today. My progress report came, and I'm not failing anything!!!! Yay!!!! That means I won't be grounded over Christmas break. Now I'm gonna party with my bitches, see Phantom of the Opera with my sexy hoe, and do tonza other fun stuffs over break. Yay!!!! Can I get an anchore, do you want more? Shit, I just had a kickass belch that lasted like 5 seconds, that was awesome. Yep, I'm tired of being who you want me to be. Bahumbug!!!! Yay, my favoritist song came on the radio and my mommy just gave me a weird look. And my heart keeps falling faster. . . I love Ryan Cabrera, oh yeah. Get low, get low, get low, get low, get low, get low. . . To the windoooooooow, to the wall. . . Till the sweat drop down my balls (my balls), to all these bitches crawl (crawl). . . Skeet, skeet, skeet, skeet. . . Ok, I'm done.
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Gunning Down Romance [Dec. 13th, 2004|06:56 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |gloomygloomy]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Savage Garden - Tears Of Pearls]

Love and other moments are just chemical reactions in your brain
In your brain
And feelings of aggression are the absence of the love drug in your veins
In your veins
Love come quickly
Because I feel my self-esteem is caving in
It's on the brink
Love come quickly
Because I don't think I can keep this monster in
It's in my skin

Love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine
They're morphine
Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt but rarely seen
Rarely seen
Love I beg you
Lift me up into that privileged point of view
The world of two
Love don't leave me
Because I console myself that Hallmark cards are true
I really do

I'm gunning down romance
It never did a thing for me
But heartache and misery
Ain't nothing but a tragedy

I'm gunning down romance
It never did a thing for me
But heartache and misery
Ain't nothing but a tragedy

Love don't leave me

Take these broken wings
I'm going to take these broken wings
And learn to fly
And learn to fly away
And learn to fly away

I'm gunning down romance

Take these broken wings
I'm going to take these broken wings
And learn to fly
And learn to fly away
And learn to fly away

I'm gunning down romance
I'm gunning down romance
I'm gunning down romance
I'm gunning down romance
~ Savage Garden - Gunning Down Romance
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Thoughts [Dec. 12th, 2004|05:38 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |contemplativecontemplative]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Ryan Cabrera - True]

I dunno why, maybe, but since Thursday night I've been thinkin' about this and that. Ya know, breakin' out the depressing music and yeah, fun stuff like that. It's not a real big dealio, but the thoughts still linger on my mind. Anyways, all I basically did this weekend was play Pokemon LeafGreen. Played my baby for a little bit yesterday, but then I went back to Pokemon. No one has really been online this weekend and my VCR broke. But my mom brought up 1 from the basement and we hooked it up, so it's all good and we can watch satellite. This weekend was overall pretty damn boring. Hopefully things will livin' up over the week. But anything I hope for usually never happens, so, who knows. The 1 thing that made my day today, was my kickass belch. I'm so proud of myself.
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Choir Rehearsal [Dec. 8th, 2004|03:04 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |bouncybouncy]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |some 103.5 Kiss FM]

Damn, I had a great fuckin' day. Choir rehearsal wasn't all that bad, 'cept for standing the whole time. At lunch, Jenni and I were throwing hershey kisses at Brad. Me and Jenni found some dirty things in Andrew's binder. And Andrew was putting kisses down his shirt, it was funny. I wish I could be in Jenni's lunch. Guitar class was kickass, we were all just doin' our own thang (hehehe). Me, Ashley and Andrew were singin' American Idiot 'n stuff. Me and Ashley did the can-can dance thingy and some other random dances. Then I got crushed in a Andrew-Brittney-George hug. And 2 more times in a Andrew-Brittney-Ashley-George hug. Great stuff man, let me tell ya. After guitar, I was hott and I wanted to strip, but I couldn't 'cause I was still in skool. But when I got home, I took off my shirt 'n stuff. Yeah, it's one of those moments where you had to be there to get the full effect. I dunno, I'm just gonna stop there. Ohh, I heard this song on the radio and I LOVE it. . .

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
'Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
'Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true
~ Ryan Cabrera - True
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Asstacular [Nov. 29th, 2004|09:06 pm]
mustangcobra0015
[i need some lovin' 'cause i feel |okayokay]
[dancin' on my bed and singin' |Steve Perry - Melody]

Yeah, I had a very asstacular day. If you were in my gym class, you'd know why. Awww man, it was soooo fuckin' hilarious. I was like laughing the whole period, it was great. All I'm gonna say, is that I know how to make things fun and interesting. Then I saw James Dean after gym and he called me a slut, so I called him a hoe. Yeah, that's right. . . I dunno. Guess what? I have these awesome gingerbread boy sprinkles. There's like red and green sprinkles and then gingerbread boy shaped ones. I wonder if it takes like gingerbread too, hmmm. . . Yeah, I'm a 'lil hyper right now but it's all good. Guitar class was kickass as usual, mostly 'cause I get to play my baby and Mitch is thurr. Well, it wasn't kickass at first, 'cause I discovered something incredibly tragic that made my heart cry. MY BABY'S DENTED!!!!!!!!!!! I dunno where the hell it came from, or how it got there. And it's not a nice dent either. It's dented almost all the way down to the base (the wood). I treat my baby with such care, love, and respect. I don't know how I coulda ever dented it. I kissed my baby and told her it was gonna be ok. And it is, I'm gonna bring a bandaid for her tomorrow. I'll fix the dent eventually, but not for a little while. That was the only part of my day that wasn't asstacular. Argh, I have a fuckin' speech tomorrow that I haven't even started on. Well, actually I have, it's just not finished. I can't wait to get it done and outta the way.
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